2011 : Hope, Change and Reality

Wishing All A Late New Year's!

I know..I know. I am 3 days late. But, I’m still within the window to wish you a happy new year, right? hehe.


To me, 2011 will be more exciting dan sangat mencabar. Banyak yang akan berubah2 dalam tiap2 episod sepanjang tahun ni.

***** Reality *****

Emm..mebbe im not like those career women~having big income ~. But again, same as years before, will updating my SPA for 2011. Ada rezki ada la kan..Right now I *happily* have no career goals. Boleh gtu? hehe. Sometimes I think it sucks! All my friends having an established career. uhukss...Me, on the other hand there is no job I’ve ever done that I loved enough to want to do it forever.

To me, definition of career is “one’s progress through life”. Means, we all have our own ''career''. ~ Learn,live and grow. Stop, think and go forward. Do what you love to do and enjoy it~

I’m now a 29-year-old (Mac 2011) stay at home mother/wife. I’m a bit of a home body and I’m ashamed to admit that I love the idea of being a stay at home mother. I left my career and stressful job at the age of 27. I work in engineering (private company) for almost 3 years and it nearly killed me. haha. Too young to 'retired' huh?..I liked it, no stress but still I felt like I should be doing something.

Please don't say to me..'ok la tu. husband le support'. Thats not the reason okk. Personally, I am not ambitious about career. The truth is, I love taking care of my home and my family. Err..trust me. Actually, sebelum kawin, ni la niat terpendam. Ada beberapa sebab! (too personal to tell la..Blaja tinggi2 tuk bangga kan mak ayah je,n boleh jadi contoh gak tuk anak2 kan? Sijil2 pun da penuh dgn A's.hehe.)
But, I do thankful my husband’s job allows me to do so.~as long as Im not demanding of an extravagant lifestyle la kan!... hehehe.

***** Change ******

Azam 2011, misi bangun lagi awal dari selalu. nape?..sebabnya stat arini, hubby keje waktu opis. (8.30am-6pm, isnin-jumaat). da takder shift siang malam. Dulu syiok ar, hubby 2 hari keje pagi, 2 hari keje malam. 4 hari off. Saya bangun pun ala2 malas gtu..Sarapan pun ala2 lengah gtu.hehe.

Tadi pagi2 pas subuh, nak turun tangga hubby tegur

''eh, nak ke mana tu?''
'' turun..wat sarapan''
''alahai, relax ar dulu''
''takpe la..kalu sambung tido dgn aleesya,mau lajak''

(gile isteri solehah la kan.hahaha)..Lagipun,3-4 bulan ni je. Pastu,rutin berubah lagi! Jadi semakin 'sibuk'. Bukan lebih tido tapi kurang tido.haha..Baby 'A' da sampai! Mau Aleesya tido, Baby 'A' bangun.Baby 'A' tido, Aleesya bangun. Mamanya la tak cukup tido.keke..

***** Hope *****

Not much,just one HUGE thing. ~ make the most of every day ~

Life is better when we feel blessed, when we can look around and say “Thank you, God.”
So, I wish, i could see life as a wonderful gift by appreciating the people and things in my life. I want to break the habit of making myself unhappy through worry. I know, happiness is a choice!

Training yourself to live in the present -
without regretting the past or fearing the future -
is a recipe for a happy life.
- Jonathan Lockwood Huie-

Take time to hug those you love

and smell those roses…